Friday was one of the most important days for me in my life. I had taken all of thursday to sit down and decide what I really want. Some of it made me sad, a lot of it made me happy. I used to tell people nothing ever comes easy if it's ever worth it. Sometimes you try as hard as you can and still end up losing in the end. While I haven't lost anything important, yet, I still think what is and isn't worth it to me. I've got a bunch of applications on my desk right now. Some are to companies and some are for NGOs.
In a few days I will have to pack up everything that I've worked hard for and put the important things in the trunk of my car. The others will have to be sold, parted out to friends, or put up in storage. Nothing ever comes easy and dammit if I haven't acquired a lot of things the last few days. In a few days I'll be taking a road trip to see my knew environment. And make a final decision if I'm really going to go through with it. Or will I just bum off the 'rents for a little while.