April 17, 2005
Coming and Going
Friday was one of the most important days for me in my life. I had taken all of thursday to sit down and decide what I really want. Some of it made me sad, a lot of it made me happy. I used to tell people nothing ever comes easy if it's ever worth it. Sometimes you try as hard as you can and still end up losing in the end. While I haven't lost anything important, yet, I still think what is and isn't worth it to me. I've got a bunch of applications on my desk right now. Some are to companies and some are for NGOs.
In a few days I will have to pack up everything that I've worked hard for and put the important things in the trunk of my car. The others will have to be sold, parted out to friends, or put up in storage. Nothing ever comes easy and dammit if I haven't acquired a lot of things the last few days. In a few days I'll be taking a road trip to see my knew environment. And make a final decision if I'm really going to go through with it. Or will I just bum off the 'rents for a little while.
April 8, 2005
Which Element are you?
Well according to the test below I am silicon. I don't know if that's as exciting as plutonium or unobtanium but atleast it's not arsenic or something lame like lead.
| Si... Silicon You scored 40 Mass, 37 Electronegativity, 42 Metal, and 10 Radioactivity! |
| Interesting. Take a bunch of really common person-elements and throw them together to get something truely exceptional... that's you. You are probably someone that gave up on trying to understand society at large a long time ago. You don't fear it, but you don't try to be one with it either. You are more or less unperturbed by things... if a problem comes up you might deal with it, or you might avoid it... whatever. You don't take kindly to people pushing you around, and you don't really push anyone else around. You're probably the only one that can tame oxygen simply because you don't understand it's raging neediness, but that doesn't mean that you'll really enjoy having a tame oxygen hanging around all that much either. You can probably get along with people like yourself really well, but you aren't your own soulmate... if only they could make entire colonies of people like you you'd be stoked. Just like you don't understand society, society doesn't understand you... and yes that is my excuse for not knowing how to describe you better. |
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| My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender :
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| Link: The Which Chemical Element Am I Test written by effataigus on Ok Cupid |
April 5, 2005
Meeting at the Crossroads
It seems when one opportunity falls flat on its face, two or more spring up in its place. And many more are coming along. I would like to thank Kamala for sending me an angel when I needed it the most. I've accepted a job offer, tentatively, and I'll have to make a decision by the end of the week.
Now I feel more confident about my situation. And it sorta of changes everything,.I have two good roads to choose; one will make my career in the direction, the other will alter my life.