It's been a week. A week since my birthday. A week since I last saw Melissa. A week that has taken way to long. Days go buy and I can't help but reminisce (butchered that, I know) about the good times. And I think about the bad times too, but they don't seem to be as bad. I get into that mood and want to apologize for everything that I said or did that might have hurt her at anytime in our relationship. I know it won't make things go back to the way they were but, for me, it's a start. I want to call her but I know that would only make things worse. Everyone needs time to heal. Melissa wants time to grow. I'm going to honor that last wish, but I'll let her know I'll always have her back.
If only she wanted me back. Babe, I miss you...
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