The downhill week

It was my birthday last week. Happy Birthday 'yardie'! It was also a very serious, long work week. Busting deadlines is what I do. I think the added pressure of time makes me think better, but I lose clarity (eccentricity for lucidity). It's also been a week of heartache.

Me and my girlfriend of 3.5 years decided to go our seperate ways. We both have put a lot into making this relationship work, she has decided that its not worth it anymore. I'm not taking it too well. I lost a lot of sleep that week, it's odd when the person you love doesn't walk through the door anymore. All the walls are bare since she had most of the decorations (I kept the furniture, so I'm not destitute). But an apartment is not a home unless you can go home to the one you love. Deep down she is the one for me, and if it takes her 10 years to realize it I will always be there to welcome her back with open arms.

I guess we all get to the point where we want to see what's out there and if something might be better. She is the best thing that ever happened to me and I hope, one day, she feels the same about me. Besides who else would drive 600 miles every other week to see your crazy ass!

This makes #4. 4 hurricanes in a little over a month. While I like attending the hurricane parties at my peoeple's house the lack of continuity is really messing with my thought process, my job, and at the end of the day me. It still doesn't change the fact that I have a project due the 29th. I have a little over two days to plan, get a design and code ready for the next meeting, which unfortunately was not postponed due to the weather.

More work for me!